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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Lost Entry

I think I am missing some entires here. I can't log in for the few past weeks and I'm just making a cross-post from my multiply account. I don't know but it used to work out well. I post using multiply then when it's already cross-posted here I will delete it in my multiply blog. I don't know maybe it's not the first time this happened and I am just too busy to take notice of them. But anyway now that google is working--I'm back!

The first semester finally ended and I still got no news about my grade in Statistics, this afternoon I called the GSASE and learned that the grade for my other subject was still not given. The soonest that I could get to school is November 12 and maybe by then I could decide whether I would submit my LOA, shift to Biology or continue with what I've drafted on my timeline.

Last Sunday we held our culminating activity for the Standard First Aid/Basic Life Support CPR for Healthcare Providers. During our last activity I was asked to be a victim for our MCI. All of the top or high should say higher limits of the class were turned into victims. All the others should be able to care for us, transpost us, assess our condition and properly endorse us to a medical personel. I enjoyed the whole training but I still feel a little bit unprepared to meet the full-scale emergency. I just wish there's no need for us to use them.

Going farther back, I went to see the Jamboree site last Saturday with Marvin, it's supposed to be Friday night but three ouf our brothers got eletrocuted while dismounting my antenna. We have to see they're okay in the hospital before we could go up to Makiling. We reached the Jamboree site at about four in the morning. The supposed visit/attendance to the Grand Campfire and the Closing ceremonies turned out to be a day late. The programs were cut short due to bad weather and some of the campers have already gone. They were all asleep and no matter how excited we are to ask them how they are and tell our stories we have to hit the bed and join them in their slumber.

The next day, I mean when we woke up. A lot of them were surprised to see us and instantly the stories come flooding. Full of whats and hows of the camp. This is the third day I skipped from work. I really don't have a reasonable excuse but I just want to see the outdoors and the camp. As you know campings like this shapes me, it defines me. This is my way of retreat and recollection. And I just wish I learned a lot from this.

here are some pics...



Diamond CP22e before and after the Jamboree.
Before I lend this to Halcon I fancied about taking a picture of it while waiting for him to pick it up in the headquarters. I never got the chance to mount my antenna in our house but I was able to help the group with our activities. When I learned about our comrades getting eletrocuted I wondered what caused it like, "what are they doing with high tension wires?" Then I learned that it's while they were bringing down my antenna. At least only three were hurt. And they're in good condition now.


Jamboree site
I never thought that I'll be just a visitor for this Jamboree, I got to invites to be part of the staff but too bad I got classes to handle.

Tulong! Nasabugan kamay ko!

I got two tokens for being the best in something, I just can't remember what. I think the other one is on ergonmics which our instructor dubbed as "best kargador" kasi smooth daw ung movements ko sa pagbuhat ng victims. Kahit papano may natutunan din pala ko sa forms ko sa wu shu at white crane. Siguro pwede na rin akong magturo sa Robert Powers ng proper posture. hehehehehe.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

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Saturday, October 13, 2007

a rough update

I am so positive with all that I wish to have and achieve but there’s this one rock, one big rock blocking my way. Is it that I am not making a good turn to avoid it or go over it? Or is it telling me I have another call to respond to? Lately I have been contemplating too much about what I wish to be in the very soon future but never arrived at a good reason why I’m doing the things I am doing. Last week I had this chance to chat with our executive directress and after her learning about the things I’m busy with she seriously asked me to cut something off from my activities. I really am not bothered about her statement, well because I’m not letting her affect my life but for my friends who are present in that conversation I felt that they also wish to say the same thing.

What’s next? I see nothing yet. Maybe if I could go for a climb, the trees would answer. Maybe if I respond to a fire, the heat would tell me. Maybe if I teach the children of Baseco, their smiles will show me. Maybe if I could be back in the active list of the Ministry, I’ll get my prayer. Or maybe as I walk home tonight; a stranger will answer me, show me and give me my prayer. Believe me, I am not trying to be everything to everyone. I just want to be me.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

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No God= No Peace; Know God= Know Peace

This sign from the back of a pedicab caught my attention this morning while my mind is busy thinking about the time I'm losing for the traffic. It suddenly brought my attention to a lot of ther lines that goes like it but I focused more on what I have just read. No God, no peace; Know God, know peace. Peace, what is peace aside from it's my section when I was in first year high school?

Peace is a state of harmony, the absence of hostility. Described as cessation of violent international conflict, in this international context, peace is the opposite of war. Peace can also describe a relationship between any parties characterized byrespect, justice and goodwill. Peace can be calm, serenity, or silence. It can also be an individual's sense of himself or herself, as to be "at peace" with one's self would mean the same as free from negative internal and external forces.

Peace be with you.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Abangan: Lou Zaido


Abangan ang paglabas ng ika-apat na Zaido. At mainip sapagkat hindi naman talaga sya lalabas. Wala lang gusto ko lang subukan kung kaya ko pang mag edit ng pictures, wala na din kasi masyadong projects at puro preschool na lang ang pinagtutuunan ko ng pansin kaya, ayan. Ginawa ko na lang metal hero ang picture ko. Malay nyo? baka nga ilabas ang pang apat na Zaido...

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Activate medical assistance and transport facility!

Hey, hey are you okay?
The site is hazardous, perform emergency rescue immediately.

Nosebleed ito! Ganito pala sa MA. O siguro may mali lang sa formula ng time management ko. Hindi ko pa alam kung ano mangyayari sakin sa semester na 'to pero parang gusto ko na mag shift. Siguro mas okay pang Biology na lang ulit ang major ko? Nakatawag na ko sa Graduate school, pwede daw mag shift, iniisip ko pa kung tutuloy ako para makagawa na ng letter.