always on top of the list

This afternoon, I am making three set of lists: want, need and others. as soon as I filled out my want list I realized that I got nothing to put in my need list. I reviewed it and to my surprise I no longer know how to distinguish want from need. The real score is I want them because need them, and its rare for me to have something in the want would be in the need list. I don't know. The "others" list is about things that goes either or neither the two lists, others could mean everything else and so its all inclusive.

And as I continue with my Others list I just found out that I always have this one item that's always in the top priority. That is--renewing my NTC license and have it upgraded. Sounds pretty simple? That's what I believe too, but it always end up as not being my priority. It could be in the need list since my license has been long expired and a want since I wish to explore on a wider bandwidth. But again, it ends up being skipped for the next item.