Did I say I'm quitting?

I thought I heard myself say it but maybe I'm just too tired that I felt like quitting. But hey, I was able to finish this Sunday's tests. After the training a fire broke out just a block behind the San Lazaro Fire Station. We could see the huge smoke that appears like a fluffy cumulus cloud in the far horizon. Instantly our tired bodies regained energy as our sirens fills the streets. After a few hours of battling we have to pull out and leave the rest of the thrill to those who are still coming and those who still have their water tanks full. We instantly learned a lot about the importance of what we're doing in the trainings and lectures. Buti na lang may training!

For the training pictures, I'll upload them as soon as I get the copies.

Just for an entry

' can't explain what's going inside my head today all I know is that I wish to post just about anything. I've been skipping a lot of activities which I normally have in my routine. Last month I promised to myself that I will be active in the Ministry and that I'll be back in the altar by August. I aslo committed myself to handle the SAGIP program for the P&G village. Nothing happened. The Fire Fighter-in-the-making phase of my life seems to eat up all my time. I am not blaming myself for living up for this college fantasy but I wish to retreat for a while and re assess myself. Right now I am still in the active list of probies and they never seem to notice that I am loosing grip. I am still considered to be the top student specially with the theoretical and scientific aspects of fire fighting and still looking forward to my future learning session with schools and companies.

But then again, what's my call?

Here’s a feed from Yahoo! Answers

Question: Can i be a superhero?

Answer: (Best Answer, Chosen by Voters)
Sure.
Just take Form 14-A and stand in the blue line.
The guy at the window will give you Form 273-Q.Fill this out and take it to Window 8.
Then you just have to pass the Driving Test, the Written Exam, and the Citizen in Distress Test.
Take your test results over to the Identity Registration booth. They will let you know if your Superhero name has already been taken.
Next, take a number and wait for your one-size-fits-all spandex suit, complete with underpants-on-the-outside technology.
Finally, complete the 14-Day Probation Period and ...
Congratulations!!!You are a full fledged Super-Hero!!


It’s funny how others see it this way when I am thinking about dropping my call and turn over my “super hero costume” to my Chief. Last Sunday, we held our second day of Fire Fighters’ Training at the Manila Harbour Center. It was a bit hotter than the week before and the air is stinky because of the tide. I feel I can do better than on the second day since I hit the bed two hours earlier than the first day and because I already have an idea of how the training will go plus I’m very positive about myself. I did not actually fail the day’s agility tests but I preferred to skip three of them. It’s because I am not feeling well and I’m reserving my energy for the afternoon Sector Service. But just the same, I was not able to make it to the Service. My body is too tired and abused to get up, my eyes are shutting by itself and my hands can’t make a grip.

So, now I am thinking about shredding my activities. I wish to keep the Ministry, the Fraternity and the Movement. Fire Fighting has been the largest share of my time that almost always eats up others time. This is hard for me to leave my college fantasy but I guess I don’t belong here yet. I am not entirely giving up, I’m just giving my time to rest more and be a Super Hero in other ways.

Yummy!

Don't ask me about the title, I don't want to hear it again but at any rate it gives me something to smile about. I am wondering how I could learn from my Comparative Education class when we've been skipping three sessions and she only gave us a few references that's too obsolete and not even available in the bookstores. While on my Statistics class I've been forcing myself to cope with everything taught.

Formal Fire fighter training starts tomorrow and I my mind is still busy with all the other things I am anticipating for this school year. With regards to my classroom, I have collected a lot of entries for my classroom classics blog. I only need my supplies to start with my other plans and activities.

Yummy!