Just for an entry

' can't explain what's going inside my head today all I know is that I wish to post just about anything. I've been skipping a lot of activities which I normally have in my routine. Last month I promised to myself that I will be active in the Ministry and that I'll be back in the altar by August. I aslo committed myself to handle the SAGIP program for the P&G village. Nothing happened. The Fire Fighter-in-the-making phase of my life seems to eat up all my time. I am not blaming myself for living up for this college fantasy but I wish to retreat for a while and re assess myself. Right now I am still in the active list of probies and they never seem to notice that I am loosing grip. I am still considered to be the top student specially with the theoretical and scientific aspects of fire fighting and still looking forward to my future learning session with schools and companies.

But then again, what's my call?