sigh!

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writer's block [wow writer daw!]
share ko na lang 'to

Sometimes we search so much for the right choices, the right paths to walk through, the right person, the right time and the right reasons.

Only to find out...

Nasa left pala.

ako daw...

Ganito yun, may nagpadala saking ng text kagabi eto ung laman

si "pangalan nung nagpadala"

1. ay...
2. pero...
3. thanks sa...
4. hindi ko expected na...
5. sana...
6. at sana malaman mo...
7. ang gusto ko sayo...
8. maihahambing kita sa isang....

pagkatapos kong sagutan ay nanglimos din ako ng para sa'kin at ito ang ilan ayon sa stratified sampling


ay malupet pero mabait. thanks sa concern, ndi ko expect na nung 1st sem pa pala. sana ul be loved as u do. at sana malaman mo na blessing ka. ang gusto ko sayo ung pagiging sincere mo. at maihahambing kita sa isang mountain. (haha.. sori yan naicp ko una)Ü
-mobile # 63906******9

Ay rational pero mean. thanks sa friendship and sa treat :) d ko expect na mggng kaibigan kita.Ü. sana more usap pa. masarap kang kausap e. at sana malaman mo na lucky ako to know someone lyk you. Seryoso ‘to. Gusto ko sayo flexible ka. Maihahambing kia sa isang kanta
-mobile #63915******4

Ay mabait pero cool. Thanks sa concern, d ko expect na magiging close tayo. Sana maging close tayo forever. At sana malaman mo labs kita. Gusto ko sayo smart ka. Maihahambing kita sa isang panyo.
-mobile #63906******1

Makulit pero mabait. Thanks sa friendship, di ko expect na makikinig ka sa problems ko esp sa heart problems. Sana lagi kang andyan at lagi masaya. At sana malaman mo na youre one of my best friends. Ang gusto ko sayo pasensyoso ka. Maihahambing kita sa isang precious stone…d dapat winawala.
-mobile # 63915******7

ikaw?baka gusto mo dumagdag para sa random sampling naman hehehehehehe.

No need to say good bye

Should I say more?

tanga, nagpapaka-tanga at nagpipilit maging tanga

isisi na lang ang lahat sa katangahan...

starry starry night

flashing lights pala! Nang simugaw palang ng verification napa ngiti na ako. Alam ko kasing nandyan lang sa kanto si Cinco at si Halcon ay nasa headqua na din.
Pagpalo ng positive ay nagsampahan na kami sa truck. Umabot ng ikalawang alarma at dahil mabilis nilanggam ng iba pang brigada ay hindi na ito tumaas pa. Natutuwa ako dahil nakatakbo na namin ulit kami, madalas kasing wala kaming driver at ang tangi lang naming nagagawa ay kumaway sa ibang brigadang dumadaan at bumulong ng dasal na sana'y hindi sila mapahamak at agad nilang mapatay ang sunog. Sobrang tuwa ko talaga ata at umabot ako ng ika-2 ng umaga sa panunuod ng tv. Sabagay ang dami kasing kwento ng probie namin. Hay, ayan tuloy tinaghali ako ng 3 minuto sa opisina.

D Day!

While browsing my dashboard I found this link that intrigues me, its says Drawing Day. I clicked on the link and there I found another kind of event to promote art and more advocacies in the process. Drawing Day is a worldwide drawing event encouraging everyone to drop everything and draw for the sake of art. Too bad i can't even grip the pencil well now.

Last night is my first official sleep over at the headquarters, I got my new duty schedule. Anticipating there'll be no fire alarms, I thought the long wait of my new set of color pencil will come to an end. I have a lot of subjects in my mind as I force my stuff into my so-called jump kit: hanging bunkers and trousers, helmets, boots, the shack, the tanker, people working, pedestrians, the lamp post, the list is never ending. As soon as I reached the hq, I unpacked my sleeping bag (no, it's not inside my jump kit, I hand carried it Ü), laid out all my provisions, sat on the sleeping bag then I said to myself, yes I will start with my fire boots. So I got up and picked up my trousers (which already has my boots in it to facilitate efficient donning). I stared blankly at my boots then I realized I wish to draw something else, I also realized that I don't like my boots and that I want another brand (well, I'm saving for it now and that's another story). Again I stared blankly, glanced at my stuff, packed them back and wished everyone good night.

Murphy Brown

I was reading the threads in pinoy fire & rescue when i run across an entry about murphy's law on ems, the last one reads:

The Law of EMS Educators: Those who can't do, teach.
The Law of EMS Evaluators: Those who can neither do nor teach, evaluate

I'm dumbstruck! I used to be a teacher and now I'm part of the evaluation.
Natanga ko, grabe. Babalik na ko sa classroom! hehehehehe


Here's the rest:
MURPHY'S LAW OF EMS
1. Sick people don't pregnant dog
2. Air goes in and out, blood goes round and round, any variation is a bad thing.
3. The more equipment you see on an EMT's belt, the newer they are.
4. All bleeding stops....eventually.
5. All people will eventually die, no matter what you do.
6. If the child is quiet, BE SCARED.
7. Always follow the rules. but be wise enough not to..sometimes.
8. If the patient starts to vomit in the rig, try to hold the head to the side with the least difficult cleanable equipment.
9. If someone is to die by chemical hazards, electrical shocks or other on-scene dangers it should be the patient, not you.
10. No EMT should be more drunk than the patient.
11. There will always be problems and solutions.
12. You can't cure stupidity.
13. If it's wet and sticky and not yours, LEAVE IT ALONE!
14. God always protects Fools and Drunks
15. You are bound to get a call either during dinner, while you are taking a nuts , or at 2 in the morning.
16. The severity of the injury(s) is directly proportional to the difficulty in accessing, as well as the weight of the patient.
17. Make sure the rookie EMT knows that gMED PATCHh is a radio term, and not a medicated bandage.
18. "Paramedics save lives; EMT's save Paramedics.
19. EMS is extended periods of intense boredom, interupted by occasional moments of sheer terror.
20. Every Emergency has three phases PANIC, FEAR, AND REMORSE.
21. If you drop the baby, pick it up.
22. If you don't have it.improvise
23. Newbies are always looking for action.
24. Make sure all your equipment WORK!
25. When a pregnant woman says "The baby is coming", you'd darn well better believe her.
26. When a patient says "I think I am going to die" he is probably right.

i checked my vital signs and found i'm still alive

listening to: funny bunny by the pillows
watching: flcl and nge
forcing myself to learn: evaluation process
wish to learn: 3d modeling, more animation skills
reviving: pencil skills
holding back: temper and some crazy grins
looking forward to: building my jump kit and setting up my vhf shack