be by your side

These lines of the song Be by your side has been running in my mind all night:

And I will climb this mountain
And I will step on the shore
And I have chosen to follow
To be by your side forevermore

Last night I attended the General Teaching of our chapter. And this is one of our openning songs. I got high because of the first line specialy now that I am anticipating a major climb before the year ends. And this climb could be a high time for me to think about what non-climbers would frequently ask: "Why do you climb?" Reflections and deep thoughts occupied my mind throughout the teaching and maybe being too serious made me sleep for I think 5 minutes. Since the start of this batch's CLP I've been asking: why me?, should I really be the one doing this? why should I start being a facilitator ahead of my batchmates? I remeber myself saying last year right after I finished my CLP that it'll be the last day that they'll see me with them and that I don't want to be part of the community. But things didn't work--After the CLP I still got able to attend most events and just a week before this CLP I readily gve my YES to be one of the facilitators. I could have gave it away without thinking but now I'm glad that I made my choise and now I am facilitating a small group of participants. Things are not just 'weather-weather" as one of the most common saying goes, things are nor mere coincidence, they're all part of God's Plan. So I pray that I'll be a good influence to them and that I learn from their experiences. God Bless.