NOW THAT YOUR ROSE IS IN BLOOM A LIGHT HITS THE GLOOM ON THE GREY

"I believe in the brotherhood of man, all men, but I don't believe in brotherhood with anybody who doesn't want brotherhood with me. I believe in treating people right, but I'm not going to waste my time trying to treat somebody right who doesn't know how to return the treatment." -Malcom X [NYC, December 12, 1964]

I can't see the reason why my sorority sister has subrcibed herself to this quote when we are raised to befriend everyone and anyone. We are taught to promote friendship and here she is adapting this quote, like a paranoid cat. It's almost three hours since I started this entry but I just can't find the right words to fit in so let's skip this.

Things are getting mixed inside me; my anticipations, my wishful thinkings, my somewhat--future. I never been so bothered much about what's for tomorrow but I guess this has something to do with growing older and I have to plan some for myself. So, what's for this year aside from the climbs I'm planning to have with my group? I am planning to pursue my M.A. and I wish I could start with my requirements sooner. I also wish to enroll myself in a driving class or learn driving from somebody else. Explore more about myself: unhoned skills and limits. Engage myself more with numbers and number problems, learn science and pencil works. I wish to start chasing my personal legends and leave a mark so that others may follow. It's my turn now, now that the rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey.