Lost

I'm trying to see how I could post my old drafts here but I guess they'll not make any difference now. Last week I scanned the drive C hoping that i could make the server run faster by deleting old and unused files/programs and I found a lot of my journals saved in different locations and weird filenames, they have been my offline blogs in different formats: word, notepad, html and even swf if I have a lot of time. This could be my favorite past time, reading and drowning myself with old notes and journals; looking back on how time has passed makes me stronger and sometimes weaker, there are just a lot of things which I wish could have been better. But who knows the right combination? All we could do is risk and take chances and hope that what we've chosen is the best one, and if is't not be content and believe that it'll soon come... They sometimes make me dream they sometimes make me stop... Lost and away.